It's been over three years since Sam left us and long-time partner actress Jessica Lange still has not shared any remembrances of their life together, but almost 30 years ago, she did share some intimate details about their relationship in a Vanity Fair interview. Here are some excerpts:

When we started, it was never with the intention that we were going to run off, live together, have a family, do all these…regular things. It was just this unbelievably passionate love affair. But then we just couldn’t give it up.

I'd seen Sam in Resurrection and there was something about him that struck such a familiar chord, probably because I'd spent the last fifteen years with foreigners. I'd lived with a Spaniard, then this Russian, and there was something about Sam…his long legs…I immediately felt I knew something about him, that wildness, that typically American wildness, a no-restraints outlaw quality.

Sam and I were so much in love, so wild about each other and being together. We were absolutely inseparable. We couldn’t even go to the grocery store without each other.

I've been with a lot of men and I've known a lot of men. And you know I’ve had romances with what you’d call famous men, and none compare to Sam in terms of maleness.

The worst part about life with Sam is the separations. He's not the kind of man who’s going to follow a woman around. He’ll come see us [she always takes the children], but he's not going to pack his bags, sit on my locations for three months, and twiddle with the kids….Sam would've been happy if I never made another movie, if we could've lived together in the wild, idyllic manner we had in the beginning. But I kept wanting to act. Those separations became sources of real, um, difficulty for us.

I was pregnant for three years. Sam's one of those men who loves you when you’re pregnant–just thinks you look more beautiful than ever before, loves the big belly. It was great, except I get real dark sometimes when I'm pregnant. My mood swings are extreme anyhow, but when I'm pregnant, I could be like Medea any moment, I’m so hard to live with. Sam says he went through it twice, he doesn't want to live through it again.

It's obvious that the pair each harbored their own demons. Jessica often spoke about her mood swings so perhaps she suffered from a bi-polar disorder and, of course, Sam continually battled alcoholism.

These were the last photos of the pair caught by a bystander near Duluth, Minnesota, on July 27, 2015, exactly two years before his death on July 27, 2017. You can see how frail Sam looks.

In this instance, Sam used the pseudonym "Walker Hayes" though I don't understand why he's referred to as a "Texas-grown writer".

Sam's wife O-lan appeared in the 1983 La Mama double-bill production as well as in the 1981 Intersection Theatre production of "Superstitions". Here she is in 'Pecos Bill' with actor Mark Petrakis.

Published in 1973 by Black Sparrow Press, HAWK MOON was Sam's first book, which contained short stories, poems and monologues. The book runs just under 100 pages, and includes around 50 individual pieces and are a much darker collection of writings than  "Motel Chronicles". I especially was attracted to this photo of Sam with his youthful smirky grin, so different from his future intellectual portraits.
 

Cultural critic and essayist Mark Dery writes, "No doubt, 'Hawk Moon' is early, immature Shepard, half-baked in spots, overegged in others. The London Review dismissed the book as 'scrappy and inconsequential,' rolling a derisory eye at its 'breathless, unpunctuated prose-poems and cute little seven or eight-liners in free verse in the style of Richard Brautigan.' Yet the reviewer conceded that the best of the fleetingly brief stories—flash fiction decades before the term was coined—'are sharp, macabre histories of urban fear and violence' that are very much of their moment - the mechanized world of motor-car, radio culture, rootlessness and nuclear threat. Yet, you can still see the mythical world of the Frontier, the Wild West, the prairies receding in the rear-view mirror."

It's been over three years since Sam's death and yet it feels like only yesterday that this news enveloped us with tremendous grief. In a new interview with The Observer, Patti Smith  spoke about the loss of her life-long friend.

Speaking about the major moments in her life, the punk poet laureate said: "I see Sam looking at me with a wry smile – he knew me so well – I miss him terribly."

"Sam was very protective, though he understood I’m pretty tough and can handle myself," she added. “We went through a romantic interlude but didn’t need that, we connected in so many ways. We trusted one another, respected each other’s work, had a similar sense of humor. We had an equal but masculine/feminine relationship which, at any age, is nice. He was like a friend but it was also like having a man in my life – for 50 years."

This is one of the last public photos of the pair taken exactly five years ago today.

And speaking of Patti, here she is included in an interesting collage created by artist Ed Seeman -

I just came across this very rare photo of Sam taken back in the '60s by the late photographer Jerry Bauer, who gave authors their own movie-star moment. He worked in black & white, and played with natural light the way other photographers used lamps.

One of Bauer's most celebrated subjects was Samuel Beckett, greatly admired by Sam. The following comments are from a 2011 issue of Interview magazine, in which Sam expresses his thoughts on the legendary writer. The photo is by Bauer.

"He’s meant everything to me. He’s the first playwright—or the first writer, really—who just shocked me. It was like I didn’t know that kind of writing was possible. Similar to the experience of reading Rimbaud, it was like, 'Where the fuck did he come up with this?' Of course, with Beckett, you can say it was James Joyce, because he’d worked for Joyce, but it was more than that... I suppose it was the form more than anything else that I was obsessed with, because I felt like the form of theater at the time was so retrograde. That's what Joe Chaikin was after—this theme of naturalism that was so present, was so old-fashioned and backward and unexpressive of the times. Theater needed a brave new kind of expression, and Beckett had invented a brand new form."

In a 2017 interview with The New Yorker, Patti Smith shared Sam's love of Beckett:

"In the winter of 2012, we met up in Dublin, where he received an Honorary Doctorate of Letters from Trinity College. He was often embarrassed by accolades but embraced this one, coming from the same institution where Samuel Beckett walked and studied. He loved Beckett, and had a few pieces of writing in Beckett’s own hand, framed in the kitchen, along with pictures of his kids. That day, we saw the typewriter of John Millington Synge and James Joyce’s spectacles, and, in the night, we joined musicians at Sam’s favorite local pub, the Cobblestone, on the other side of the river. As we playfully staggered across the bridge, he recited reams of Beckett off the top of his head."

In an essay at Electriccompany.com entitled "What Sam Shepard Taught Me About Gods, Dads, and Death", author Helena Fitzgerald writes, "It’s hard to talk about Shepard because he ends up sounding like a parody– this swaggering, sexy cowboy genius who wrote like Samuel Beckett if Beckett had gotten high on LSD on a road trip across the American West."

Back in 2017, The Arburturian compared these two men - "Both were taciturn to the point of rudeness, both great drinkers and smokers, both hugely embarrassed by their burgeoning reputations, both unable or unwilling to talk about their work, both standing tall with fine heads of hair and silently boasting unequalled knowledge of world literatures and both constantly curious about the foibles and weaknesses of human nature."

The photo below is the recent cover of the Catalan edition of "Spy of the First Person," Sam's last book. It was published in March by Quid Pro Quo. I can't make up my mind if this is an improvement over the English edition. Neither one sparks any interest or meaning.

One of the photos used in connection to this book's edition was the following photo. It wasn't labeled but I was able to track it down to a most likely screen shot of Sam from the 2014 film "Cold in July".

The cover of  the Turkish edition of "The One Inside", another 2017 Shepard book, shows a very recognizable photo. Since Patti Smith wrote the foreward, obviously someone wanted to capitalize on her notoriety as well.

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If you're as old as I am, you probably remember the legendary New Yorker film critic Pauline Kael. I recently discovered her review of "The Right Stuff" and want to share this excerpt:

"As the lanky Sam Shepard embodies him, Chuck Yeager, the 'ace of aces' who broke the sound barrier in 1947, evokes the young, breathtakingly handsome Gary Cooper. And Yeager and the other test pilots have a hangout near the home base of the U.S. flight-test program: a cantina in the Mojave Desert, with a wall of photographs behind the bar —snapshots of the flyers’ fallen comrades. Presided over by a woman known as Pancho (Kim Stanley), the place recalls the flyers’ hangout in the Howard Hawks picture 'Only Angels Have Wings' and the saloons in Westerns."

"Shepard’s Yeager is the strong, silent hero of old movies —especially John Ford movies. On horseback in the desert, he looks at the flame-spewing rocket plane that he’s going to fly the next morning, and it’s like a bronco that he’s got to bust."

"Kaufman uses Sam Shepard’s cowboy Yeager as the gallant, gum-chewing individualist. He has some broken ribs and a useless injured arm when he goes up in that fiery rocket, and he doesn’t let on to his superiors; he just goes up and breaks the sound barrier and then celebrates with his wife over a steak and drinks at Pancho’s. He expresses his elation by howling like a wolf."

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"I grew up in the San Gabriel Valley out there towards that semi-desert country in California working at Santa Anita Park racetrack as a hot walker and working in a lot of those lay-up farms. I mostly did grunt work. I was mucking out stalls and working in the alfalfa fields. You know in high school you didn’t get very glamorous jobs back then."   ...Sam Shepard

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I've come across terms, such as Shepardian and Shepardesque, but I wasn't familiar with Shepardscape. Do you like it?

Mill Creek Entertainment will release THE PLEDGE on Blu-ray on October 13, 2020. The 2001 psychological thriller was directed by Sean Penn and starred Jack Nicholson. The supporting cast is full of big names - Robin Wright, Sam Shepard, Aaron Eckhart, Vanessa Redgrave, Helen Mirren, Benico del Toro, Harry Dean Stanton, Mickey Rourke, Lois Smith and Patricia Clarkson.

I had never created a movie page for this film so that has now been completed. The screenplay, written by Jerzy Kromolowski, was adapted from the crime novella by Swiss author Friedrich Dürrenmatt. The book was called "The Pledge: Requiem for the Detective Novel" and was published in 1958.

Penn had previously worked with Nicholson on "The Crossing Guard" and after reading Dürrenmatt's novel, he knew he wanted to direct him in the role of retired cop Jerry Black. Penn says, "I was looking for another project to do with Jack when we got the rights to the book."

The story follows detective Jerry Black who reaches retirement on the day when the mutilated body of an eight-year-old girl is found in the icy mountains. Black takes it on himself to tell her parents and pledges to find the killer. When his cocky young replacement forces a confession from a mentally retarded American Indian, who later commits suicide, the case is closed. But Black is skeptical and begins his private crusade to hunt the murderer.

Nicholson told the press - "Every day I came to work with another great actor, wondering what they were going to do with their character. The quality of the actors Sean was able to attract to the project, that's what gives the picture its richness. The film maintains its suspense and a lot of that has to do with the quality of the performances of the actors, all of whom are really quite wonderful."

In the first half of 2000, Penn directed Shepard and in the second half Shepard directed Penn. Yes, after "The Pledge" was filmed, Penn joined the cast of Sam's play, "THE LATE HENRY MOSS", which premiered at San Francisco's Magic Theatre on November 14th. The play's cast also included Nick Nolte, Woody Harrelson, Cheech Marin and James Gammon.

This month Cowboys & Indians magazine featured an article on the book "Sam Shepard; New Mexico" by John Miller. They wrote, "The new book manages to weave together a new experience using powerful passages from different times and places. Shepard’s stark, sometimes desperate inner dialogues from weary days on the roads of New Mexico are complemented by landscape photographs from the respected artist Ed Ruscha."

Miller says, "I wanted to include images with [Shepard’s words] that were not just pictures of him. Ed Ruscha’s one of my favorite artists. ... I’m sure Shepard knew of Edward Ruscha — he’s a pretty well-known artist and had spent a lot of time in California, too. ... Ed was a big admirer of Sam, and that’s kind of why he agreed to do this. His studio found these, basically, outtakes from the Twentysix Gasoline Stations book. And he was very generous in letting me use them... I’ve put it in the bookstores here in town [Sante Fe], but also in some galleries. Every place I go has a Sam Shepard story. He’s a favorite son here even though he’s not from here — everybody loves him and claims him as their own."

And what quality binds the two artists? Miller explains, "I think it's the desolation. The emptiness of those gas stations really mirrors where [Shepard’s] stuff is set, you know, in a motel room or in a car. And it’s always on the way somewhere."

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"First off, let me tell you that I don’t want to be a playwright. I want to be a rock and roll star. I want that understood right off. I got into writing plays because I had nothing else to do. So I started writing to keep from going off the deep end. That was back in ’64. Writing has become a habit. I like to yodel and dance and fuck a lot. Writing is neat because you do it on a very physical level. Just like rock and roll. A lot of people think playwrights are some special brand of intellectual fruit cake with special answers to special problems that confront the world at large. I think that’s a crock of shit. When you write a play you work out like a musician on a piece of music. You find all the rhythms and the melody and the harmonies and take them as they come. So much for theory."

...Sam Shepard, 1971

Today the American Film Institute Movie Club celebrated THE RIGHT STUFF, ranked #19 on AFI's 100 Years of the greatest American films of all time. Sam's role as Chuck Yeager earned him an Oscar nomination for Best Supporting Actor. Great performance!

You can check out the AFI web site and watch a brief video of Ed Harris and Ron Howard discussing the film.