Surely it would be blasphemy to suggest that the
strongest suit in Sam Shepard’s fecund, polymath deck is
his prose. His plays have won him the Pulitzer (“Buried
Child”). His acting has garnered an Oscar nomination
(The Right Stuff). His direction on stage and screen is
highly respected, or better. But it is the
stories—seemingly attended to by readers only faintly,
as a side project or stepchild—where we find the purest
expression of the great writer’s mythos, yearnings and
toil.
His latest entry into this canon, “Day Out of Days,”
continues the turbulent cross-country scribbling pattern
of flight described by a Shepard-ish (male, actor, 60s)
character as he flees to and from his lover, pursues and
recoils from his childhood home, attacks and then
retreats from the many tent-poles of American
manhood—freedom, risk, independence, adventure, success
and fatherhood. Composed of a series of jottings, poems,
incantations and meditations, some no longer than a few
lines, the book feels like a magical mixtape of little
hymns dreamt by the recurring hero of Shepard’s oeuvre
including “Great Dream of Heaven,” “Cruising Paradise,”
and “Motel Chronicles.” When he was interviewed during
the production of his play, “The Late Henry Moss,” for
the movie This So-Called Disaster, Shepard was asked
what career path, other than his own, he would rather
have chosen, he answered immediately, without a moment’s
pause, “Musician.” So perhaps it is natural that the
drummer and guitarist who has said he conceives of his
plays the way a musician does a song, would have found
such an arrangement of ballads.
But trapped within the amber-resin tone of these stories
is all the thrashing of a knife fight. The deeply
conflicted narrator of “Costello,” who, like Shepard,
grew up in a dusty farm town just East of LA, returns to
the now unrecognizable ‘burb (to find himself,
presumably) only to deny his identity to a high-school
chum who recognizes him from his movies. The former
classmate describes his old friend, who changed his name
(as Shepard did—from the family-given moniker Steve, to
“Slim Shadow” in the Village during the 60s, and
ultimately to Sam), as a wild hellion, stealing cars and
rampaging back and forth to Tijuana. And as much as the
present tense narrator wants to shirk that old
character’s behavior, he is doing nothing more than the
middle-aged version of his smash-and-dash youthful
excursions. At the story’s conclusion we are left to
think that the narrator will only pick up again the
headwaters of the mighty Route 66 (which did originate
in Shepard’s hometown of Duarte) and sail off again into
the unknown.
Many of the stories in this volume express a fixation
with horses, the like Shepard grew up minding, and among
which he now lives in Kentucky, and all that the wild
free-spirited beasts herald: unbridled forces; the race;
the “breaking” of a wild colt; the danger and
intoxication of the bet: the emptiness a losing ticket;
the feeling of failure that lingers long after the track
has gone quiet. Shepard is terribly attentive to the
arch themes of masculinity and here he has found a
resounding mythological metaphor for the many sides of
man—as the oppressor and the oppressed, the vital and
the objectified. Horses are ghostly apparitions
throughout the stories which the author allows to
quicken in the reader’s mind, a latent image growing
stronger on paper in a developer bath.
And the achievement of such archetypal heights comes by
a well-considered process, one that we feel we might be
able to glimpse throughout the book in its nude
construction. From the beginning there are distinct,
direct links to Shepard’s own life in the stories and
characters and we are tethered to a concrete reality
(allowed, even encouraged, to picture Shepard himself in
the main rôle). In “Normal,” for example, there is
description of his 2009 incarceration for a DUI. Both
“Black Oath,” and “I Can Make a Deal,” describe
intimately the struggles of alcohol dependency, while
“Wisconsin Wilderness” goes at, among other things,
nicotine addiction and tethers together a series of
stories pertaining to an “’almost’ heart attack” Shepard
suffered in truth. There are too the geographical loci,
of Minnesota and Kentucky where he now lives,
throughout. So we begin seated in—and revisit often—this
recognizable, almost confessionally accurate, world. We
see, in the first story “Kitchen,” for instance, in a
very closely rendered self-portrait, the writer at his
work table in his kitchen, staring at photographs,
talismans of he remembers not what, allowing his
imagination to take flight into other realms of
reality—into realms of absurdity, surrealism, macabre.
It is as if we can listen to, in real time, the author’s
mind as it begins taking in its surroundings, like the
pulsing vein in his ankle (“Circling”), and then coils
upward, along the arabesques of smoke through
traditional fictive encounters (with an old love in
“Indianapolis”), up to metaphorical resonances and
images from wild dreams like mercenary who cuts off a
finger by way of atonement for past deeds or the
unforgettable skinned face an assassin tries to submit
as an invoice for his job.
Though the entries are linked by little other than
Shepard’s tropes and tone, there are two ongoing stories
we return to from time to time with narrative updates
(one of these, a buddy comedy road trip with three guys
fleeing their wives in a generally Southwesterly
direction, in a vague search for adventure, fizzles and
disappears almost without our noticing). The more
powerful is the story of a man who discovers a severed
head in a roadside ditch and is commanded by same head
to escort it to the nearest (thought it is not that
near) lake to toss it in and thus put at rest. It will
surprise no avid reader of Shepard that the head may
possibly be that of the man’s father and that his quest
to rid himself of it has metaphorical overtones. Much,
if not all, of Shepard’s work is a dance around his fear
that he would become his violent, alcoholic father and
this book is no different. There are in its pages a
blunt description of his father’s death by vehicular
manslaughter in Bernalillo, New Mexico, a recitation of
the narrator’s efforts to arrange his patterns of speech
and walk in blatant distinction from his father’s,
comparison of his father’s traumatizing military service
with his own performances as military men in movies,
and, toward the end, a sort of realization that he would
not, could not ever be his father.
It is a beautiful and heartbreaking and sensuous
consolation even if neither the narrator nor the reader
will ever give up worrying, writhing or struggling. It
is merely a chapter break in the rough, nostalgic
saga-slash-elegy wrought by one of America’s greatest
men of letters, and another reminder that what drives us
will destroy us, that what we run from we return to,
that the brutal in his literature is the beauty of Sam
Shepard’s creation.
It is a reminder that we will never stray far from the
lonely highway of his words.
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